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Grey Skies, Green Grass

by Jam Jars

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Dante Sudilovsky
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Dante Sudilovsky Jam Jars have a beautiful cohesion heard throughout each song. Great music to listen to on a rainy day, a sunny day, anyday. Favorite track: Saplings.
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1.
Cold Air 00:53
2.
Jam Jars 03:16
falling asleep in the cracks on your forehead please smile in your chair by my window til’ we’re both dead we’re grinding our toes in the dirt by the water the sun on us, dancing, like nobody taught her please give me the light on our sheets in the morning your eyes in the dark next to mine, laughing or yawning the broken down noise at the back of my knees when you walk in and lodge there like shivering pine trees and I will hold all the worries you can find and you will build little houses in my mind and we will speak with your footprints and my hand and we will wail like a hot-sidewalk brass-band you are digging your roots in the roads I am crossing I’ve got all my sights on the coin we are tossing please fill all my jam jars with flowers you stumble and sing when it’s so late that we should only mumble your words in the doorframe, my letters on your ceiling climbing up trees like our hands won’t need healing oh I wish I could tell you 100 enough times that I do plan to give you every clock that I can find and we will grow and wilt, on the shingles of the roof and we will dance our way through long forgotten truth and I will bleed all of your bruises from my eyes and we will never really trouble with goodbyes
3.
never been a load bearer sorry if it seemed so truth is you're a suitcase full of bricks never been a dream catcher don't mean to get your hopes up nightmares have these teeth sharper than sticks Darling, I'm not pulling my weight Darling, we aren't sharing the load I'm scared I might leave the cinderblocks at the edges of the frontage road Darling, there are shoes I have to fill I'm getting pretty used to your bare feet maybe we will ramble until we bleed maybe we will never feel complete no, I'm not a carpenter I've bitten all my nails off. not even sure which bridge I'd have to fix no, I'm not a promised land don't trust my compass needle. gnawing at your toes out in the sticks Darling, I'm not pulling my weight Darling, we aren't sharing the load I'm scared I might leave the cinder blocks at the edges of the frontage road Darling, there are shoes I have to fill I'm getting pretty used to your bare feet maybe we will ramble until we bleed maybe we will never feel complete
4.
Dolor 01:15
5.
I rode to her house with the sun bearing down on my shoulders all beaten and dry Looked at the bricks and the vines, trapped just outside the gate by her year-old goodbye Found both my feet in the dirt, cut a notch in my palm when I felt myself sigh Ran away softly and thought of the roots that will grow on my bones when I die Stood on my skeleton Eyes folded up at the sides in that way that they do She laughs me to sleep every night With her hair made of silk and her feet made of glue Pale slender fingers all tight at my neck And her shoulderblades shaking right through She laughs me to sleep from her bed far away I remember her heartbeat untrue Beating me still from the sunrise I turn seven steps where I started to run And think of her safe in those walls while I wander alone and take bites from my tongue The gate doesn’t stop me this time and my breath doesn’t fog any window or eye I think of the future she painted up and down my spine, such a beautiful lie Stood on my skeleton Eyes folded up at the sides in that way that they do She laughs me to sleep every night With her hair made of silk and her feet made of glue Pale slender fingers all tight at my neck And her shoulderblades shaking right through She laughs me to sleep from her bed far away I remember her heartbeat untrue The door still remembers the day it slammed shut on my face and slit open my throat The way it spat back to the sky all the wails that I gave and the letters I wrote I leave it again, for the day, but the time drips ahead like a shivering road And the hotel room beds, they have arms far too weak to be helping me shoulder this load Stood on my skeleton Eyes folded up at the sides in that way that they do She laughs me to sleep every night With her hair made of silk and her feet made of glue Pale slender fingers all tight at my neck And her shoulderblades shaking right through She laughs me to sleep from her bed far away I remember her heartbeat untrue I’m leaving the bible in the bedside table and throwing myself to the rain A gun in my pocket, a flower in hand back to knock on the front door again I’ll sit on her skeleton Fold up her eyes in that beautiful way that they do Sing her to sleep in my arms With her hair made of silk and her feet made of glue Wrap her small hands round my neck for the last time As if it were all I could do Listen to that last thump thump and wish on my own gun That she could have been true
6.
Down in the willow garden Where me and my love did meet As we sat a-courtin' My love fell off to sleep I had a bottle of Burgundy wine My love, she did not know So I poisoned that dear little girl On the banks below I drew a saber through her It was a bloody knife I threw her in the river Which was a dreadful sight My father often told me That money would set me free If I would murder that dear little girl Whose name was Rose Connelly My father sits at his cabin door Wiping his tear-dimmed eyes For his only son soon shall walk To yonder scaffold high My race is run, beneath the sun The scaffold waits for me For I did murder that dear little girl Whose name was Rose Connelly
7.
two small canary birds, melting in a pet store he met her at spring's ceiling, eyes like an open door she asked him to find a lion, wanted to hear a roar he drove her down to the zoo, danced on the kitchen floor he brought her canary birds, wings would help he supposed home to their little house, all of the windows closed held her head in his hands, caught what he loved the most two small canary birds, never to leave their post. two small canary birds, watching a life drip by bare feet on kitchen floor, days they would laugh and cry he drove to the hospital when she had a broken arm the bone never healed quite right, call it a good luck charm two small canary birds, listening as she sings perched on a rusty bar, not going to need their wings one day she dropped herself down to the kitchen floor cheek pressed to tiles where their feet had danced before two small canary birds, I wait but I don't know why caged by the curtained panes, so close to that damn sky she lit a cigarette, the windows still painted shut wait for the birds to sing, smoke like a paper cut two small canary birds, whistling as they choke fumbling with narrow bars she lets them out in the smoke she lets herself to her knees, scribbles on yellowed page birds don't belong in here, nothing deserves a cage our lions are behind bars, our windows are painted shut I'm losing sight of the sky, tired of hearing, but let her canary birds down on the kitchen floor and left him at spring's ceiling, but didn't go through the door
8.
could have walked away, but I stayed here on the pavement did I make the right decision? she had my hair cut in a deadlock and a blade between her fingers-- and I gasped at the incision found the tallest tree to put myself in by the river, but I've got to get down somehow there are branches to the bottom, gray-green water thick with shiver but I've got to get down somehow the sun sunk and I slithered (from my high horse) but the swing-sets are like spiders in the sand found another way to make the whole world rush beneath me held the trickled streetlight's hand found the thickest air that I could swim through in the tree tops but I've got to get down somehow kicking myself up and glowing, and just waiting until the ground drops but I've got to get down somehow
9.
The March 01:10
We’re marching on out on the backbones of mountains With drums at our backs and with leaves in our hair We’re marching on out on our full moons and cracked feet Out of this town on to no one knows where We’re rambling on out on the backbones of bent dreams The words of our mothers still hot in our ears We’re rambling on out on the well-wishing high street Out of our tall trees and tire swings and tears We’re stumbling on out but we stretch when we dust off Shaking our scraped knees for some higher ground We’re stumbling on out to the golden horizons Maybe we’re lost but you’ll know when we’re found
10.
11.
Crooked 02:59
maybe we should have run away past the words we could never say then our crooked reasons could unwind and our crooked smiles could go on blind
12.
Saplings 04:08
sing sleep to the saplings in your brains, love (the beetle in the right place fells the tree) sing sleep to the saplings in your earlobes (save all of the summer skin for me) sing sleep to the birds upon your branches (sand can do so much between your toes) sing sleep to the birds that peck the meat off don't leave room for waiting, cause it shows. the wind knows that the lightning gets the tree trunks and takes itself some branches all the same sandpaper could take my aching skin off, but quicker could the acid in a name. sing sleep to your bones and watch them lie there I'll keep hold of the thorn that struck you down and wish there was a way you could remember don't let any cracks show in your crown.
13.
Burning Out 05:24
He covers his face with his hand, waits to smell stale cigarette breath Slips out the back door and tells them he's taking another step closer to death Some of them laugh, and some of them just drop their heads down Some of them play at disgust, and roll up their lips to frown But the door never stops swinging and the matches burn silent No amount of his shuddered breaths in stop his heart beating violent One day the alleys, they bring him a girl with a bent shield She falls to his laugh like a sword, sways in arms like a wheat field The days drag themselves into nights and he tells her he's quite sure She looses her hands to the sky, and he tells her he loves her But the door never stops swinging shut, and the matches burn silent And she's never quite sure what to say, because his heart's beating violent One day she makes him a promise that for every inhale She's going to swallow one too, till he stops or she goes stale He bleeds as he watches her smoke, but he just can't help himself It goes on for weeks until one day she goes back to the shelf She wails little tunes to her pillows, says he doesn't love me More than the tar in his lungs, all I want is him healthy It doesn't take long after that, one broke-down day he leaves her Drives himself down to the west coast and tells her he's quite sure He grows up and plants little seeds in the yard while his children are young On her twenty sixth birthday the doctor says ma'am, we might have to do tests on your lungs He grows up and thanks every sunset he can That he put down the pack for his wife While she burns out in bed with a spark in her eye For the man who she's given her life
14.
Kindling 02:21

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released September 8, 2014

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